at the end of the line
is the sound of your voice
and the words that i shall never say
those words people fear,
when they don't make them laugh
that have too often been in books,songs and movies.
words i'd like to tell you
and words i'd like to live.
words i never shall say
i want to, i just can't
i'm so lonesome i could die
and i know where you are
i'm coming, wait for me.
i'll know you, you'll know me
spare me some time
i'll give you all mine
i'd like to come to you
but i stay
hating myself
i'll never come to you
i want to, i just can't
i want to speak to you
i want to be with you
or at least try to sleep
i'm afraid you'll be deaf
i'm afraid you'll escape
afraid i'm too forward
i cannot tell you
that i love you...perhaps
i bought this without knowin there's a pink one for ladies
there are mirrors in them
mints
my white dress is ruined
i went to a wedding wearing this really pretty white dress....and i only wore it once
but tonight its ruined.
every body was saying i look pretty...
well i was pretty when i walked into the restaurant...but i was a total wreck when i stepped out.
see i was jus sitting there talking to my little cousin, when suddenly, then something splashed on me...and the next thing i know...there are purple stains on my white dress...and they are huge stains...i was so shocked...i jus sat there and stared...then i calmly took the cloth and wiped while everybody else around me started taking out tissues and white wipes and more cloth and fussed around me...
all i could think of was... @#$^*%$#@#$^&$@@$%!!!!!#%%#!!!! my white dress!!!!!!!!
but i didnt scream, i didnt holler, i didnt scold the waitress...instead i jus said its ok, and i jus smiled...
while everybody talked and joked about it, trying to make me feel better, i jus smiled and joked along...telling myself its no big deal.
then jus as i tot the night's gonna be over, and i could go home, i spilled red bean paste on my dress...which caused the red stains...jus cos my uncle wanted to give me something, and i stretched across the table to get it thus accidentally toppling the bowl of desert onto my self...
!$#^$%&**$&$#^!!!!%$&*^*!!!!^$&$%&$%&$%&$!!!***%&$^$%^%%%#^$^&###!!#&
this sucks...this really sucks....
actually i wasn't too upset nor angry...there's really nothing i can do...
in fact i was more upset by the fact that my stupid bf refused to pick up my calls!!!!!!
and when he finally called, he said he was busy doing something, and that there were alot of pple calling and he didnt want to pick up....and that he didnt know i was so affected by it....WTF!!!!!!!!
the least he could do was to pick up my calls and listen to me!!! and he's got my number!! i'm not one of those irritating callers!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, i screamed at him.
yes i ranted at him
yes, i was pissed.
and yes i made sure he knows it.
sigh...i hope my dress can be saved...i hope laundry service would work =(
6 men and a female driver
it was a boring school day... all of us diligently trying to study and prepare for the mocks...
and quite a number of us from the gang turned up today...most of the guys...
so we decided to head out for lunch....school + canteen food = sick
so one of us drove, and she happen to drive a 7 seater mitsubishi space wagon...and in goes all of us... and the guys are not small... they are rather big and heavy...but the driver is tiny and cute...lol
quite a sight...really cute...
have you ever wondered what it was like to be in love?
or if you are in love now, was it what you'd thought it would be?
is the person you love, that same person you've been dreaming of?
was it meant to be? or you're still not sure why it's him or her...
sometimes i wonder why people fall in love?
why do we hug? why do we kiss? why do we feel so horribly jealous when we see them so happy together?
an act of love? or just to tell the whole world that she's mine/he's mine ??
we all need love, and so they say...
maybe love is just an excuse, to keep someone by our sides.
so if we love someone why do we still allow them to be hurt?
why do we hurt them?
